A welcome back post

Its been 4 months since my last post. Well, I forgot about this blog thingy. And also, truth be told, I just made this blog for a grade. xD I'm just being honest. ;) And then, one time I was with my friends, namely: Kate, Julia, Marisol, Ann and Donna well, sadly, Carla is not present.Just kidding. So, we chat and chat and chat and chat again. Then, Maris visited the blog of Kate. And I had fun reading some of her posts. I can't forget the fact that she really wants to be like Barbie and also she likes the smell of gasoline, kinda weird eh? But sounds cool to me. :) And I realized that I also have my blog. So, I decided to make a new post. And this is it. Hahaha. Sooooo, I don't know what to say!!Arrgh.

It's March already and I'm having a countdown! Our graduation day is fast approaching. Mixed emotions. I think I'm losing my marbles! I still don't want to end my school life. Yeah, life been hard to me. Especially, in love life. Oh men, I wish I can eat all my problems!! It's a win-win situation. I'll be full and at the same time my problems will disappear. I also wish, i have a wand. So, I can hex people who are mean to me. *evil laugh
I just don't get it? Am I not worth loving for? Am I not good? Am I not... ARRRRGH! I can't take it anymore. Fine, be with her. I don't care. But still, Watashi wa anata aishite! Watashi wa airu tsuneni narimasu! :) Maybe, I just love the wrong person, at the wrong time and wrong place. Or maybe your name is not yet written in what God planned for me.

I didn't expect to be so dramatic in this post. But yeah, that's what I feel right now. Some people won't understand but I admit I loved the guy. It's not just an infatuation. One time, our teacher told us about the difference between love and infatuation. I found out it is Love. And that's what hurts me most. I'm inlove. But he's not. I'm just a total stranger.  Awww. Well, anyways, I am happy for him. (bitter)  Haha. So, I guess, Love is out of my vocabulary again. Forever alone.